Random Thoughts

[shredingskin]

Go see a doctor, probably it's nothing and you were just scared or something so the pulsations went up.

From time to time I get those dreams that I awake without breath.

[Yokosuka]

I am transgender and Zoey Tur is a piece of shit.

Anyways, I'm starting to feel highly existential recently. Like, I used to tell myself I wasn't scared to die but that was youth stupidity and naivete. Like last night I stared at my ceiling before bed, scared I was going to die in my sleep. I check my heart rate tonight and it's 110 in resting position. I honestly think I'm going to die from a heart attack or heart failure or something.

I don't know what to do. But there's nothing I can do: I am going to die some day and there's nothing I can do about it, and this absolutely frightens me.

The best thing you can start out is to sleep more. Then think less. Why over-reflect on your death if this has to happen tomorrow anyway ? Just do things you have to do and appreciate the present moment regardless.

[amiga1200]

@ Himuro.
help, that's what's required, but ONLY yourself, can help yourself.
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i'm the last person to give advice, so this is merely an observation on life, at least as far as 'humanity' is concerned.
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the universe is VAST, earth is but a speck of pure INSIGNIFICANCE in the interim.
all it takes is a rock from the voids, or BOUNDLESS human stupidity to end us ALL, in a flash.
take solace that what you do, what you feel WON'T change a damn thing in the galactic scheme of things, even the powers that be are FOOD for their commanders.
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in the short pitiful moments we have, look to friends company, or do what you enjoy best?!
of course, me being a MALE couldn't possibly understand the quagmire, beyond my capacity...
and there's NOTHING in it for me to care. (the shit i typed applies to myself as well.)
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if you have a loving family, be with them, otherwise, suck it up and feel the g's! (welcome to life, it's a SLAG, but we carry on regardless. thicker skin comes to mind, need armour myself.)

[danny]

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[Rob]

I’ve been vegetarian for just about a year now (the actual date is fuzzy, since I phased out fish over time), and I can say without a doubt that this time in my life represents the most my life has ever improved in such a short period of time. Granted, there have been a few sacrifices.

[Wude-Tang Clan]

I’ve been vegetarian for just about a year now (the actual date is fuzzy, since I phased out fish over time), and I can say without a doubt that this time in my life represents the most my life has ever improved in such a short period of time. Granted, there have been a few sacrifices.

How has your overall health well being improved?

I'm thinking of going raw for 80% of my diet (I need surplus protein for bodybuilding), and I already gave up refined sugar and processed foods a while ago.

[Sonikku]

[danny]

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[shredingskin]

You are monothematic man.

[muhu]

I feel like my future job will be dumping rubbish. I am looking very forward to it.

[danny]

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[muhu]

I feel like my future job will be dumping rubbish. I am looking very forward to it.

Due to poor performance in school?

Yes, this is the case.

[danny]

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[south carmain]

The healthcare system in this country really is bullshit.

[Locke_cole]

Be a man, dont get sick (or atleast dont go to the doctor)