shredingskin wrote: Is anyone afraid that you can't love anymore ??
Like not feeling that drowsiness from someone, and just thinking "she's ok", or "better fuck her than being alone", or that kind of jazz ??
Playing the emily is away game reminded me of my school crush, how I couldn't stop thinking about her, how I felt like being hit with a hammer on my head everytime I saw her eyes. And I compare that to my recent relationships, and it's not like that. There's some "catching the prey" kind of adrenaline, but not that "feeling".
Yeah, I feel that way, too. Don't know if it's me or the women. Might be bad luck or bad decisions concerning my partners, but could also be just me growing older and perceiving things differently. I really don't know, wish I could tell. The last time I truly felt in love, if that even exists, is about a decade ago. I occasionally tend to have dreams in which I meet someone nice and kinda get a surreal version of these feelings, waking up afterwards to a feeling of disappointment and loneliness mixed with a spirit of optimism and the desire to get something like that in real life. Don't know if it's possible though, so to come back to your question - yeah, sometimes I wonder ('being scared' might be too strong an expression here) if I can't feel like that anymore for another person.