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What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 1:00 am
by Spokane
It's like climbing back into the womb I thought.

*walks in and memories flood in*

What is that peculiar noise? *echo echo echo*

Who's there? *echo echo echo*

But I was only 13 at the time of July 2003. Who knew this place would shape my teenage years?

Yet there are others who don't even care about this game or this place. Even my brother who is a gamer told me he forgot Shenmue even existed and he liked the Dreamcast.

*slap in the face*

I spent so much time here, but my brother is just a half brother and has as much not in common with me as in common.

*kick in the groin*

Oh its you kicking. One of the reasons I left. I won't give you the satisfaction of me saying who you are.

*stab in the back*

And I see its someone not much different than you, another reason I left. Yet again I won't give you the pleasure of me saying your name.

*Shenmue III is announced*

And I had just started getting over this damn game and the community.

*past regrets seep in*

I am sorry, I shouldn't have treated you like that. I actually have more in common with you than I would ever admit to when I was younger. And I am not speaking of my brother.

*more regrets*

You were such great friends as far as online standards go. Why didn't I say goodbye? Why have I treated you like a part of my past I want to forget.

*familiar faces*

All these people...... these profiles. They bring back so many memories. Most of them are good.

*life* *echo* *life*

What are these crossroads I am at? Life isn't much better than it was when I stopped coming here. But I guess it isn't worst.

*warm comfy couch*

Stay? Its so tempting. It looks so inviting. Maybe. Maybe.

*reality starts to get thinner*

Or is it all just an illusion?

*realizations*

............................ Who knows what the answer truly is to anything?

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 1:22 am
by AnimeGamer183
If you think im reading all that, you are just a wanker cunt. Wb Buddy :mrgreen:

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 1:25 am
by Spokane
I had you blocked for some reason and had to undo it to see your post.



...................... Maybe I was right to have done so many years ago.


Thanks my fellow wanker.

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 1:36 am
by AnimeGamer183
haha that could be, but i never intentionally tried to piss off any one here ever, I swear.

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 1:38 am
by Spokane
If you would bother to read it all you would see me admitting that I didn't treat everyone as good as I could have either. I probably had no good reason. And you were not one of the reasons I left.

Edit: This some therapy shit going on here tonight cuz.

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 1:47 am
by south carmain
Why are you speaking like chavs? Welcome back, this place is livelier than I've ever seen it but the off-topic section could do with a bit of a revival. I kinda miss the days when the forums were mostly frequented by regulars even if everyone was a bit of a cynical cunt.

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 1:53 am
by Spokane
Maybe you are the one who is not speaking normal. I am whatever I am. If its a chav then its a chav. If I sound like a fruit then I sound like a fruit. If I sound like a retard then I sound like a retard.

And I'm just as cynical now as I was 5 years ago. But alas the revival is here. I am declaring it. No one gave me the authori-TIE as Cartman would say, but fuck them.

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 2:11 am
by Bluecast
Welcome back spokes!

south carmain wrote: Why are you speaking like chavs? Welcome back, this place is livelier than I've ever seen it but the off-topic section could do with a bit of a revival. I kinda miss the days when the forums were mostly frequented by regulars even if everyone was a bit of a cynical cunt.

Should I be a cynical cunt again? Or just cynical again to make ya feel better?

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 2:18 am
by Spokane
Bluecast wrote: Welcome back spokes!

south carmain wrote: Why are you speaking like chavs? Welcome back, this place is livelier than I've ever seen it but the off-topic section could do with a bit of a revival. I kinda miss the days when the forums were mostly frequented by regulars even if everyone was a bit of a cynical cunt.

Should I be a cynical cunt again? Or just cynical again to make ya feel better?


Its going to be so hard not calling you Ryudo. But........................ how about I just call you Adam?

Yes Adam it is very nice to see you again. I had talked to you a bit off of here and it was nice to stay in touch. But this is much more like the "good" old days.

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 2:36 am
by Bluecast
There is no Ryudo only Zool..erm I mean Blue.
It's best Ryudo never shows up again.

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 2:53 am
by Thief
Welcome back Spokane :)

Ryuwho? You mean that character from Grandia?

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 2:57 am
by Spokane
Thief wrote: Welcome back Spokane :)

Ryuwho? You mean that character from Grandia?


Yes him!

He got on peoples nerves but was likeable in many ways too. But he is in the past now.

If he shows up.......

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Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 3:08 am
by shredingskin
Spokane wrote:
And I'm just as cynical now as I was 5 years ago. But alas the revival is here. I am declaring it. No one gave me the authori-TIE as Cartman would say, but fuck them.


Autoritah focking moron.

Also WOW gay post, approved.

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 1:15 pm
by Brothaman
Welcome back, Spokane. :D I just came back here last week. :)

Re: What is going on?

PostPosted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 1:35 pm
by Bluecast
I come back last month and now Spokane and Brotherman! So who's next to come back?!