That other user was right. What's with you and the subject of death?
To answer the question though, I guess my response is just as morbid and it has crossed my mind since I have to wait 2 years for my passion and it might not even finish the story. I have a serious organ condition that could kill me at any given time. I'd be crushed if I weren't able to finish the story. I've already survived many near-death experiences because of my condition.
Hyo Razuki wrote: I think some die hard 'Muers have already died since the release of S2. Including the man, who recorded this here video. One of the best Shenmue piano videos. Makes me sad to think about him not having lived to see S3.
We should all be grateful to be alive and maybe when we play Shenmue 3 I hope that sometimes we will keep in mind that there are some fellow 'Muers who didn't live to see that lifetime dream come true.
Guys. Read the comments by user SuffianGX on this video. Over the past year, he was having a breakdown over the musicians death, talked about suicide 5 months ago, and his comment 3 days ago said something about losing a friend to suicide. I really hope that's not a friend of SuffianGX posting disturbing news.
*edit* I'll post them.
SuffianGX 1 year ago
Fuck you Reuben. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU SO MUCH. 7 FUCKING YEARS. FUCK YOU. WHY. JUST FUCKING WHY. It's been 7 years and I still find myself unable to sleep.
SuffianGX 1 year ago
FUCK YOU
SuffianGX 1 year ago
I MISS YOU, YOU FUCK.
SuffianGX 10 months ago
I'm still here. Always.
SuffianGX 6 months ago
Brah, still keeping up with the times, life hasn't been going my way but I'm holding on man, like you said "the art of dreaming is believing you can hold on."
SuffianGX 5 months ago
Today I realized I fucked up so hard. I keep biting off more then what I can chew. I am the artist of my own destruction. If you were still here would I have become this waste of life? I miss you, I need someone to guide me man. I have saved so many, all I ask is for one to save me.
SuffianGX 5 months ago
Today I might finally join you Sir. It's been an honour to serve.
SuffianGX 3 days ago
Today I lost a friend to suicide. It's tiring you know Sir? I wrote him a poem.
"The waters recede, stillwater horizon. Beachfronts exposed, the buried awake.
Sticks build bridges, have you seen the seeds that built the world? Did the trees hate the wind for kidnapping it's children?
Clocks that stopped ticking, skeletons that remained hidden.
I'm pretty fucking tired of waking up to find that someone else didn't.
I hope in your final moments you remembered how much I respected you as a friend. Fuck you. "
I know you'd disapprove of me addressing others with profanity sir but it's really really fucking tiring to work so hard to protect and care for someone only for them to throw it all away. I should write a poem for you one day sir.